And so the time has come that I am back to work full time from Monday and Ben goes to nursery full time.
I just can’t believe that 6 months has gone so fast.
I am happy with where he is going and he goes for 2 x 2 1/2 taster sessions on Thurs & Fri this week.
It just keeps hitting me like a ton of bricks that he isn’t going to be with me all day and I am terrified he is going to miss me and be scared and frightened without me (OK the tears have just started again – I am officially a wuss )It is just tearing me apart that we will never spend the same amount of time together again.
Going back to work f/t is not a choice, and Ben going to a nursery as apposed to family is not a choice either, still not sure how we are actually going to be able to afford to eat but ho hum I know it will get easier.
He is such a cutie and I am going to miss him so much